i was illumined sitting on my couch having realizations of my potential. i was writing out business plans for guitar and bass lessons that i'm going to begin. i also wrote a business plan for my freelance production/composition work. i realized that abstaining from weed and alcohol for lent has given me tons of energy and a new openness of being. i think the illumination also came from the equinox. that is very hippie/new agey for me to say, but who knows?